For Whom The Bell Tolls by ShoeWorshiper, literature
Literature
For Whom The Bell Tolls
Darkness formed in the night sky, the clouds over head swirled with a dark purple essence as a storm brewed from the east. The darkness was the perfect setting for the contents of this night. Behind a large desk sat a man known only by his evil deeds. The man's name was Gerod, an egotistical maniac who killed for fun and tortured the innocent for their money. Fear followed this man, a man who seemed to live without fear. But Gerod was not as young as he once was, and he had started to become uncomfortable, he wished for a son to carry on his legacy but he had no wife. Nevertheless all would change in mere moments, as the sky swirled with the
Angry child of night
why does the angel cry?
wonderful creature of the darkness
when will we see your face?
Your head hung low
with an unearthly glow
under the protection of the darkness
contemplating things so wrong
Giving into the temptations
to get away from all their expectations
death calls from the other side
will they remember the night you died?
You think this is what you want
you've convinced yourself more than once
what holds you back?
start with me....
You will never see
How much you mean to me
I bandage your broken wings so you can fly again
But you will never know
I nurse you back to health when you are sick
I kiss away your tears when you are sad
I would gladly take a knife for you
I'd stand for you, I'd die for you
I am your witness when you are accused
I am the one who keeps your head high amidst the pain
I am the person behind you, beside you, but never against you
I carried you through the raging world
Then, when the world passes me by
When I disappear, when I die
Will you acknowledge my existence?
Will you morn the loss of my life?
Will you ever see
How much you mea
"I feel my stomach churn as my mouth dries completely
My eyes burn, filled with confused tears
Why do I feel this way? I don't even know you…
And yet I see you, with her, and I want to be ill
When I see you love her, I want to cry
I don't know your name, and I'm sure you don't know mine
We've never even met and I envy you
Your happiness is something I've thirsted for seemingly forever
Hearing you talk about her makes me hurt
Watching you hold her makes my limbs ache
I want to be close like you are
I long for this time of solitude to be over
I can't stand it anymore! I'm going insane!
Darkness overwhelms me as I sit alone
I conte
I walk alone as a rule damning myself to a life of grief.
Maybe it's my own fault I'm like this…
I can't help it….
I find another lonesome soul and terry on with them
My load getting lighter
My caged soul set free
Someone to talk to, relate to, belong to
Then me and my mate
In this friendly affair
Run into rough places
Our friendship in tear
They go one way
And I go in mine
Alone again… but lonelier this time….
Lonelier because I remember
When lonely was more bearable
"Better to have loved and lost than to have not loved at all"
I question this quote….
For a man lusteth after what he cannot have,
But lusteth more after wh
O, to be beautiful
O, to be longed for, to be treasured.
My lament is for myself, I agree it is selfish
But how can you blame the unwanted?
I do not hate, I envy.
Even the richest men on earth envy those who have one cent more.
I envy people's happiness
Oh how ridiculous I am to wallow in self pity.
Envy is strong, I will not deny it
It can break even the strongest man
I find it breaking in many ways
Envy of so many. Envy of so much
Lifeless, for so long
Am I Hopeless?
Someone please prove me wrong
I envy your smile
The serenity of it, the security within it
My saline eyes soft with tears you'll never see
I smile, but is
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